Looking into Solitude

I ran away yesterday morning...no, not kidding you...I was in a awful mood and really had all intentions of running away... Thank God I just don't know how to do that but to go to the woods. I walked and walked and walked. No Granny running just walked. By the time I finished one time around the whole area I realize I had not picked up my head for the first 2 miles...I had it down looking at the pea gravel path. Some tears were shed and by the time I has finished.. I felt better.
Holidays are a great time but they trigger the past and in some cases us creative types need more time to deal with it...I just hate the fact that it comes in and hits you and then it's gone..Oh we know holiday time is coming but for me I don't like to deal with it...I would much rather go hide... by the time I was ready to head home...I was gifted with awsome site of three red tails hawks and then an amazing swoop right over my head with a sharpshined hawk....