Creativity everywhere.....

I've got a case of creative muck it feels like but what it really is...is me trying to do it all and perfect.  I've been setting times slots to do things and circling around and doing them...from making journals at night time to clean areas in the house that need it badly.  I've got set days I'm doing things as of food preparation, which I'm sure anyone that is hosting the Thanksgiving Meal is doing to...  Kind of had a melt down but am grateful to have a dear friend I can call of 20 some years to vent...fall apart and then pick myself back up and keep moving forward.  What I dislike about all this...is when I get my ideas for new art ventures rolling around in my head...I get frustrated that I can't act on them and  have to do something else....crying I know...but need to let it rip once in awhile or if it bottles up then major spillage happens.

Breathe....right I get it.....going to do some backing and making of fudge today. And after all this rambling I'm going to change things and two journals waiting to be stitched together now...it's driving me crazy and I just need to be quiet in moment...the mundane task of the stitching always helps calm my spirit...You know I'm my own worst enemy...the darn brain never shuts off...reeling and rolling. 

Grateful though despite all my whining and rambling...life is good.