Advisor - caught up and no where to go

 

I have to find this piece....somewhere in the other room stored.  I think it's the zig-zag strips on the rump of the bear.  And I remember cutting the gray stripped papers so thin and foldable.  That it laid nicely on the surface and I just tacked it down.  Not sure how it would turn out.  The color of blue violet has always grabbed my attention.  

Lately as of this new year, I've been waking up remembering my dreams, then I can't go back to sleep.  Some odd ones but not to scary...I'm just shocked I'm having them the way I have.  Something is changing for sure.  So expanding on it with openness and seeing where it unfolds is where I'll have to be.  

Though the advice in the morning pages have been spot on.  Not going into details but there was a wave of words going on about something with our elder in the house.   Got me a bit concerned and then I heard it's just words, talk that's all now action needs to be taken.   And this morning things that were coming out on the pages had to deal with a cranky whine but really nothing was wrong.  Out of habit getting ready for trouble is odd on my part but it was rising up and I questioned where it was coming from.  

Trying to market with out putting yourself in debit with in the social media arena is a bit Eddie.  Or Insanity, circling around and around,  expecting something different to happen.  Eventually it break away the force of the circle can't keeps it boundaries up for too long.   It's not a can't win situation it's more, is this where you want to spend our time?  Caught up and no where to go. 

Back to giving into it, surrendering and let it unfold, reminded of the natural flow of life and forcing something never works.  Trusting in the larger instead of inciting on the details of every little thing. Slide into making perfect without realizing it.  

Wisdom of past experience has shared that the stepping off to the side for a moment or too and witnessing outside yourself what is happening your able to allow a few moment of breathe and rest before a choice is made.  Make sense?  

All I know is nature has always had a way of educating me with a deeper knowledge.  I witness a cooper hawk in our neighbors backyard brush, hopping around.  The brush pile is large and for the little winged ones it's a wonderful shelter though the Cooper Hawk only has to sit and wait, with observing eye and quick reaction.  

 Here is what I found: Hawk symbolism and meaning is the missing key you might need if you truly want to learn how to move in harmony with other humans. Is fear keeping you caged and unable to fly toward making your dreams come true? Are you too focused on minutiae and need help to see the bigger picture? Hawk, as a Spirit, Totem, and Power Animal, can help! Hawk teaches you how to go with the flow and free yourself from mental blocks. Delve deeply in Hawk symbolism and meaning to find out how this Animal Spirit Guide can uplift, animate, and inspire you.

When I read this after the fact I'm in awe,  feather crumbs like this have always awakened my sense to observe and witness.  

I'll continue today tending to my paper work to prepare to turn my taxes info into the account and cross fingers I'll get some studio time in to play and meander around in good spirits, I have good understanding now with the help of a Greater Spirit and my morning pages, direction is visible and the journey is always the process. 

Might be time to create some big sheets of white paper and sew on it....